Its time to relax and spend some time. although i know i am blessed :D

I am back ! but soon going off hehehe ! :) i am nervous !! results coming out soon ! but i am happy also la :D hehehe he ! lazy to blog any longer. bye ! soon..........

I know what i love thats all.

Hi bloggers ! :) me me back again ! why he can get improvement on his studies ?! i dont have! stupid eh !! I curse he dosen't get into a nearby school ,especially my school. cause simple. i dont wanna see him there when i go back the next time :) SIMPLE? :) ahh i like my house . and i hate pimples seriously ! very the fucked up !! i am hungry !! ok shall post again soon . gonna be end of december again . fast. very fast. let me think of my wish... hmmmmmmmmmmmm :P

i know that i can change everything. cause you change me .

it is going to be the end of the month soon . so what have i accomplished ? i think nothing :x next up CHRISTMAS ! i think this year christmas i am gonna be a lonely girl again . same goes to next year's valentines :( i got over him ! yay ! good luck to him. although i cant get over him for the past one year. next year is gonna be a GOOD year ! :D i believe !



BYE ! :P shall Post again soon . Happy Birthday my Mummy ! ILOVEYOU ! :D
MY life is not gonna be like the dice. it is stable . :)

i feel like blogging but i am lazy to .. hah ! so shall come back again soon yea.

Love made me blind at first . but now i will open my eyes big.

HAd my new haistyle ! happy ! but if my hair grow longer i am going to cut it to become more obvious , :P spent a sum of money yesterday :( gonna earn it back .. hair ah hair.. see, because of you $80 plus no more . Fly fly fly ): found a better job than my previous one also ! HAPPY HAPPY :P :P ! shall stop here . tomorrow DINNER ! :D HAPPY GIRL ! HAHAHA ! bye ! just blogging to make my blog alive and to practice my typing skills :) cannot slacken ahh .. :P will come back soon ,

i decided to forget you .

>>> Aren't i SWEEEEEETTTTT ?! :P KISS !* HAHA !

New month again ! and i have graduated from regent last week ): and i quit my job. just did for one week only. and i am going to chase them to give my salary if i still havent recieve any. -.- i really dont like the stupid old hag from tom and stephanie ! her name is known as LOUSIE ! trying to get people to suck up to her. i dont have to do that ok ! :) so whenever she walks past me i just ignore and give one lanjiao face HAHA ! actually yesterday had a interview and it was successful . but we decided to give it up as it is really too far !! :X EXPO LEH ! for one whole week ! so going for another round of interview at another company. Just hoping that it is acceptable(: ok la Lazy to type alrd ! btw,
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO MY AH GONG ! :D :D ;D

Looking forward to my haircut session and dinner ! HEHEHEHE ! ;P PLEASE LET MY N LEVEL RESULTS BE THE BEST OF THE BEST !! :))) I HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF ! off i gooo ,,,,,,,,

I hope life isn’t a big joke, because I don’t get it ...

Back ! follow me on my twitter peeps ! ;) i dont care whether is it indian, malay or bangalas. just follow ! i want more followers ! :)) anw , i am worried ! my n levels are halfway through. and i am am going to graduate REAL SOON :D shivers** GIve me good luck for my remaining papers ! ok ! i am lazy to post further ! its friday again .! yippee ! HAPPYGIRL! ;P I MISS HIM REAL MUCHHH ! ): my special day is coming soon ! days passes ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ok byebye!

Do you know how much you mean to me ? :(

i am back to post this ! :D
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FOLLOW MY NEWLY PRETTYAYE TWITTER ! :D HEHE ! Will update again as i am SO DAMN LAZY HEHEHE ! break time for me for four days . :>
Will update again soon . bye peeople ! i miss all my LOVED ONES ! D: hehehea !



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Do not wait , wait and wait . cause in the end only you yourself will suffer greatly.

I am back ! :D Got back all my results . just like i predicted , my physics ! CUI THE MOST ! -.- chinese , 3rd in class , english , 1st in class ,maths i think 14th ? , ebs 4th in class and CPA i am not sure ): my teacher didnt tell me. );; anyway , i started talking to him ! :DD ! like after one year plus ? i thought time can forgo everything ;/ including my time when i was with him . but i realized that i can't ! ;( i will only miss him more when the time slowly tickles by...... ><
So ,i decided that everything has to put to a stop and i am going to ask what he really feels about me or whether he has any special feelings anot.. but i hope he will give me a positive reply though ..... ;( ok , my special month of the year has come once again ! :) teehee .! (Y) so i am updating so that my blog wont feel like it has no monthly readers ! and i am updating so that my dear sista ( carolyn) is updated of my results in school ! :) will update again SOON ! bye peopleeeeeee ! ;P i will reply my formspring today ! :D

Thinking of you day and night ... ): but now its just not the right time ... ): but i still cant get you outta my mind . you should know why :)

Vivian is back ! hehe ! long weekend ahead ! Guess what ?! i got selected for my interview and i pass all my subjects so far . :D HAPPY GIRL95 ! english should be a A , chinese should be an A , maths D , Cpa should be A or B . left with EBS and PHYSICS not yet taken back >:

Its going to be end of AUGUST SOON ! HOWHOWHOW ! ITS NEARING SLOWLY D: off to do my lettering . :) bye !

PLEASE LET ME PASS ALL ! i think im in ... SECRET :P HEHE ! ><

end with a picture of this ):

I never thought that after that trip i WILL NEVER see you again ... ):

The meaning of the title is a secret :P Anw , having my prelims currently and im very stress ... SIGH ... My paper 2 for physics today was likea shit -.- paper 1 should be fine ? I applied for special admission into institute of technical education. i hope they will let me take the course ... ><
TOday is friday but what the HOD of science said today makes me pressurised and all the more i cannot relax . D; Left with 21 days .. yesterday was sitting at the computer lab when i chanced upon the board means now left with 20 days .. tomorrow 19 days ... while in class my friend updated 14 days ... +.= i dont even know how many days im left exactly -.- all i know is im left with 10 + days . so , Gonna pull my socks up and GOGOGO for it ! Going to be very busy with the rest of my remaining days... INTENSIVE TRAINING ... AIYO ! ARMY uh ?! ;P I give myself two years to find a boyfriend :D (Y) starting from next year :D bye peops !

I hate today !!!!!!!!! :@

Morning im late for school and i tell you ,the feeling sucks !! -.- Btw i passed my cpa ! so miracle ! OMG ! i didnt complete my graph because i dont know how to do it ! but luckily i did the rest of the questions ! So i got 43.5/50 but my teacher is aiming for above 45 to get distintions.. just another 3.5 more markss !!! argh !! i can do it ! i must get a A for CPA !!! its the easiest subjects ! i want to go up the stage to take a prize for the last time of the year there . PLEASEEE ! :) EBS , ENGLISH , CHINESE and CPA ! im depending on you to get A's ! GENIE O GENIE please grant this wish of mine ! ): Maths ! as for you , im going to get a B or c ! D is out ! :D physics , Pass i happy alrd :D People takecare on this month ok ! chinese people should know what im saying...

WHat an unlucky day ! or maybe its fated ?

BAck to post ! :D went though this and last whole week learning alot of things :) and my maths mock test i've got 46/50 ! :P happy and elated ! but today the damn wifi on my phone cant be used !! -.- and i think i accidentally pressed on something .! im going to singtel to fix the damn problem . but on the other hand , i dont know whether this is fated anot . or god dont want me to use the internet for the next two weeks and months and concentrate fully on my preliminary examinations and get good grades for my N levels ! :O i hope so . but at least appear on my dreams and hint me please... i completely got no clues !! D: its the 5o plus day already ... GRANDMAAAAA ! imissyouuu !! (L) and 39 more days to my ACTUAL N LEVELS !!!! @.@ ~
will post again soon yes ?

this very special angel whispered to me ' to Love more than i like more,'

Back to post here ! :) im lazy to upload pictures yea.... ): but the next post will definitely have one or two . :P anw, n levels are nearing REAL SOON !!! * shivers !!its a new month again. This week is the first item of the subject... D: i will post again soon ok ! :) i will not be replying in my tagboard anymore alright ... full of actually not called spammers is visitors.. (: so... anything FORMSPRING please !! :D hmm ... BYEEE ! hehehehehehehehehehehehehheheheheheeheheheheheheheheeeee

Love for who i am ! not for who im living for ! :)

Back again . IM SO HAPPY TODAY ! but about 3 something in the morning got a shock of my life ! ): shan't mention it here. this is my family matters. so erhm , Secret . :D i want all my family members to be healthy and well-kicking ! ok off to do my own things and out to shopping centre. BYE ! ;P

Life is full of beauty ,notice it . Notice the bumble bee, the small child and the smiling faces. smell the rain and feel the wind.

Back! :D i found this picture rather rare and have the feeling to post it. HAHA . and i found this sentence very True ! ): >>
[It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.”]
i dont know why why why .... anyway , back to the topic. i miss climbing the hill with my daddy and mummy. D: i wanna have fun and spend more time with them. >:
my friend asked me, "you still got blog meh ?! " i answered " yes " because that is the only place where i can RANT , SCOLD AND CURSE ! :D with nobody knowing :D haha . ok ,i know got people know. my class position dropped until like SHIT LAH !! -'- i aim to get 4 distintions ! and top 5 ! or if not at least top ten !! GOD BLESS PLSSS ! D:

I've never seen such a wonton women so much of a UNREASONABLE all my life ?! why must these two old bitches come into my life ?!!?!?!?!?!?!?

Yes wonton women ! _l_ -.- I Hate them ,, TO THE MAX ! how i wish i never met them like really ! =.= one which is staying downstairs, is the crazy , mad ,eccentric women . == another one is the cca teacher. cant she just like leave me alone since i dont want to perform and go to the rehearsals ?! and guess what ?! once i inform her like no difference from informing AT ALL !? =.= talk one whole bunch of useless old sayings. and , forcing me to go back again . i rather just pay the money happily and openly sit in front of the stage and see the performance. since this is my last year so i am talking reason with you ok !? Bitch ! -.- this is not the first time already. BITCHES ! _'_ i dont regret what i do. :D So fuckers , just GET OUT OF MY LIFE ! -.- CCB ! Dont think i keep quiet means you can do anything that you like okay !!?! for your information , i really dont like to see your face and talk to you at all , like to complain right ?! i shall spread around your stupid and unreasonable attitude also ok ?! see who has the last laugh . ;) and to the old foggy staying downstairs, if i know your name ,i will DEFINETELY mention it like REALLY. yes , that time im pri 4,5 . WITH A MAID. now , im like so much older. and i dont fcuking need to see your face anymore OK !? heres a nice and beautiful finger of mine * _'_* FOR YOU PROSTITUDE ! and that time its beacuse i have some feelings for my maid who took care of me. (: but now , no more. you think what !? you provoke me one time i provoke you one time. another time and it continues. (: the most you die of being too angry ;D i think its like so much better for me. only makes my life on earth more happier with my friends and family . (L) . SO YEA , LAST WORDS TO ALL THE BITCHES THAT I HATE, AND YOU BETTER GOOGLE SEARCH AND FIND MY BLOG ! :D >TO THE PROSTITUTE STAYING DOWNSTAIRS ;>

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Heres the post for today , im so happy that i passed my ebs , english ,chinese and CPA ! ;D but i need to buck up on my physics and mathematics. ): And most importantly , thanks for encouraging and cheering me up ;D , sweetie (ivy) ,nadia and esther ( a little bit only :) lol ) when the teacher comes and put pressure and forcing me to do things that i dont like _l_ FUCK YOU LIKE SERIOUSLY STUPID BITCH ! -.- Now i know who treats me good and who cherishes me like a friend. ;) may allah bless my friendship last with them although after this year we will be going to different courses and may karma BEFALL THE TWO BITCHES ! NABEI ! I will end my post with a happy face ! ;D

Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,

Back for posting ! Aww , at last its a Friday ! and most of my exams are going to be over . but, i have a bad hunch about my science and chinese ! D: i m afraid that i fluncked it ! My science ! i realised that i have lots of mistakes and i memorized the wrong diagram ! not say wrong , but the diagram that came out is the one which needed me to draw the arrows instead of the words .. ! ): ok whats over is over. i think i can pass it at least.. i BELIEVE in myself ! :D

Im happy with the brain that the god gives me, the mind that my parents sends to me . i love everything about me ! ;D >> ❤ ❤ << Thanks for making me a happy and blissful girl on earth .. :) you've given me great love and care . THANKS MUMMY AND DADDY ! ILOVE YOU ! <3

:-D i will never forget their love and how much they love me. ;) i swear to care and love them as much as they care and love me. :) and thank god for letting me know so many great friends from my current school ,primary school and great instructors from various camps,practices. as well as faboulous teachers that helped me and joke ,helped me ! and of course, friends from different schools and different races as well . :) TO those that i hate and detest very MUCH ! FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE !! DONT NEED YOU COMING and interfering ! yea... Im happy with who i am and what i am now ! :D okay... i purposely post so much today.. cause maybe will leave my blog dead for a period of time as i will be busy with lots of things. continue asking questions on my formspring though yea ... :) and tagging me too !

The thing always happens that you really believe in; and the belief in a thing makes it happen

Back to make my blog look more ALIVE ! MUAHHHHAHHAHA ! will update again yea :P

The day is TODAY ! :D

BACK to update ! today is friday again ! :) WAOH ! at last i bear until today ! SYF ended :) the performance was splendid though ! :D i keep bearing with my giggles ! becaue i always hear the sound of stomach rumbling ! ;S and you expect me to pretend not to hear it.. but nvm, still GOT THROUGH it ! the photos will be uploaded on fb ;D next up, STUDIES ! : )

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."

HAPPY APRIL FOOL! AND IM BEING FOOLED ONCE I STEP INTO THE SCHOOL ! -.- Hey Peops ! im back! i left my Bloggie DEAD for a SUPER long time ! but luckily my formspring and tagboard is still ALIVE ! :p I SUPER love this picture ! :D ok. shall talk about my STUPID, IRRITATING, BIG- HEADED teacher-in-charge. and a SUPER CHINA one ;/ she pisses me off whenever i go for my cca practices and you know what ? i HATE seeing her face ! nabei . -.- anw, im not gonna let her ruin my mood. COMPLAIN QUEEN , LIKE ONE ! =.= this year's practice is strenuous ;X i want it to END soon ! im tired of staying back almost EVERYDAY ! >< GRR , Luckily for my maths ! :) im at the very least not lacking in that, able to catch up. but its really very stressed up indeed. buT, im WILLING ! I wanna get good grades, good future, good certificate and good attitude in life. so, i've got to start learning now. if not it wil be too late. :( for my cpa, im still stuck at my DOC !!! DIE ... ive got to buck up. ); gonna search now.... YES, my N levels ends SUPER EARLY ! ;D WEETS ! LOVE IT ! i have got 3 months FREEDOM ! :P :P And i love FRIDAYS THE MOST !! ^^ I will update again when im free yea ..

The basic fact about human existence is not that it is a tragedy, but that it is a bore

OKAY ! stupid photo ! dont know dig out from where also. Its actually a miracle that i always have two teachers in my mathematics class ! ;) Thanks god, for letting me have GREAT, LOVING, CARING and always helping me whenever i need assistance in my work ! and of course not forgetting my MARVELLOUS , BIG- HEARTED DADDY ! who always cares for me ! ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥ <3 :P




so, whenever im not sure of my work , i can always anyhow call out to one ! HAHA. ok. stupid. anw ,today was a fufilling day for me. im starting to warm-up my mind for my courseworks already ! (; EBS , All done today ! just have to pass up to my teacher when it is the next lesson. For CPA , LUCKILY i force myself to Work on it and dont give up NO MATTER WHAT ! thanks for encouraging me dear CAROLYN ! (L) ;D Going to be busy for preparing for my syf too ! ;X so will rarely have the time to update. maybe after my N levels ! im in need of money ! :(( intending to work after my N :D gonna have my SHOPPING SPREE ! update again yea , , , .

What does being able to stand up again means EXACTLY?!

Quite busy recently. Will be updating around.. i dont know also . ..... but tags will still be replied

PINEAPPLE TARTS GIVEN BY BY UNCLE YESTERDAY ! ;D *YUMMY*

Continued ...

恭喜发财 ！万事如意 ！身体健康 ！

Firstly , Happy Chinese New Year !

This Sweets are cute Aren't they ?! :D HeHeH ! they belong to my Brother's <3>Momento .. My stomach is Bursting into tears !! ): My Beloved grandparents Feeding me too much delicates ! :P I ♥ their Cooking ! Every year i will always be looking forward to it !! Because i get to see them ! crap with my COUSINS too ! HAHAHA ! :D okay going to bai nian soon ! Next post....

That in which is striking and beautiful, is not always beautiful, but that which is good is always beautiful.

At last im back to post ! quite busy these few days. ;M january is over like a fly.. and Chinese New Year is tomorrow ! fast fast fast !! ): i love this shorts ! :D now is febuary and soon september is arriving.. means .. N levels ! -.- Eww , my CPA !! pro E is getting Difficult !! and the teachers take ages to get it downloaded so that i can practice !! :s What is wrong with my messenger ?! GONE TOTALLY BONKERS ! =.=
AnYway , i am looking VERY FORWRD to CCA stepping down .. but what i heard is fucking bad news! ! -.- ask me "directly" if you want to know :) EBS coursework, is fine though. i enjoy finding and doing the coursework in an AIR- CONDITIONED room ! MuaHAHA! :D will be posting again yeahs ! :D ......

Happy Birthday to you my DEAREST Brother ♥

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Will Update again soon.. YUMMY PIZZA ! :D Tags are replied ..

New starting , New beginning , New world AHEAD

Firstly ,Sincerely Wishing My family will be Happy , lively and humourious . HAppy new year again.. (: Hope this year will be a good year ! Good luck ! <3
And my superwoman's the best superwoman that i ever knew, and huiru too ! :D i never regretted knowing both of you .. instead its the best thing.. :P